why me? venting i have every issue you possiable

[lacy5]

So first re visit ever your pcos & you have a small fibroid,ok I can handle this, then I get hsg done I now have asuper stenotic cervix, tubes are oen and clear however I have random something by left ovary, then get told tubes are open but may be tunneling so I need left ovary cath and iceing on cake I have a heart shaped uterus, anything else want to get in way of me having a Baby? What luck, anyways 100 mg clomid, triggered today got 3 good eggs but can't bd with husband he had to leave state for work so Sunday was our last bd hope the spermies live 72 Hours! And. If I'm not preg this month re. Says I'm going to surg next month for scope and to fix all my defects, I'm religious person and I keep asking why god made me defective and now in last two weeks I findout the rest of this so I'm not only defective I got extra junk in my uterus I don't need, any one of words of hope for Me?

[lacy5]

Thanks you guys, I'm just about to go crazy here and its harder when your hubby is in another state and can't be there to support,but glad I found you guys, the cousin detail makes me feel alot better, I guess I'm just upset that I've had a feeling something wasn't right no ocp for3 yrs only been married 1.5 yrs and no preg ever I knew there had to be more then pcos wrong it just took a different hospital and doctor to figure it out, and I'm the skinny pcos which stumped my doctors even more

[hopeitworks]

Hi Im sorry you are going thru so much. You have come to the right place!
You will feel right at home here. Many of us ? the why if's and as a friend has posted sentenced to the TTC board, but we arent alone and are always subj to theparole board!(Ijust love that saying MHV)
I just wanted you to know my cousin has a heart shaped uterus she concieved naturally after not having a period for 4 or so months. The baby was full term althou she weighed 4pds 10 ounces she was healthy and went home after the normal 48 hrs and is a happy healthy 3 yr old(going on 30 I swear)
SO best of Luck to you!!!!!!!
and SSBD

[nshapland]

You have lots of company on this board!
I think a lot of us struggle with "why me?" especially when there are teenagers and drug addicts getting pregnant all the time.
I know some people think it's all part of a master plan (and this is a helpful way of thinking for certain people). I don't buy, it though. I think sometimes things just suck and are unfair.  So we have to do what we can do and try to get through it day by day. Some days are easier than others--I spent a good 10 minutes crying on my kitchen floor last night.
Good luck! I hope it works out for you.