-13 day without my heart.

[MissFrizzle27]

Nothing gets any easier. Every thing hurts more every second. You were my heart. And now my heart is dead. And there is nothing. No love, no hope, no you. I wish I could have crawled in the casket with you and just died, You promised me forever, and I made you promise I would die first so I didnt have to go on living for even a moment without you, and now your gone, way to young, before you even got to see your daughter. And I'm crushed. You were the best man in the world, loved every one, worked hard, took care of me. And its not fair. My heart is gone. You, my love are gone. You were my future my life. And I keep waiting for you to call, or text or walk in the door, I expect you to be around every corner as I walk down the street, or wake up, with you by my side. I will never hear you say you love me again, I will never hear you call me your baby or your queen. You will never call me miss frizzle again, just like you did since we first got together. You wont ever wake me up in the morning or middle of the night and ask me to roll you a joint, because you liked the way I roll better, because I put a crutch in it, so when you ***** lip it, like you always did, you could still hit it, no problem. I will never be able to tell you how much I love you, and you will never ask me if you looked good, which you always did, I should have told you more, because you were the most handsome man in the world. My hand will always be empty without yours, I will never see my initials tattooed on your hand, that matched your name on mine, or the diamond on your face that you told me you got because it reminded you of me, and every time I look in the mirror and see the infinity sign I am reminded of my infinite love for you. You were gonna be a wonderful father, and i know you loved her so much already, she was lucky to have you as her daddy. My heart is gone, and he is not coming back. I'm empty. You were my heart, my world, my king.

[TheLightSeeker]

MissFrizzle27.

As terrible and hard and devastating as it is for you...- What the "Bleep"
do we know about how you really feel, Right?
Well, for us to be here, we have an idea of what it means to lose loved ones, and we FEEL something strong that compels us to reply!
Otherwise what are WE doing here? We NEED to share, to support, to HUG, to exchange... It's deep in our nature and rooted in our Spirits!

Fill your heart with LOVE to replace any fear,any anger, any insecurity you're battling right now, as GOD is LOVE! And your daughter through you will be filled with LOVE. Love for her father and also LOVE for everything and everyone who's around you to help, share and support, even for them saying just one kind word!

And PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PRAY! Pray for your bf, for his Soul to be at Peace, that you will have the STRENGTH to do what you NEED to do
to help his Soul, yourself and your unborn baby!

If you haven't had any Grief counselling, now it is the time to consider it.
It is free. If you're not a church goer, it's OK. Ask a friend you trust and you will be guided to their church and receive this service at no cost.
Or check with your community support services.

You're all in my thoughts and prayers.


Blessings.
Niko

[BluCrystal]

May God bless and comfort you, Dear One....  Blu