I'm a 24 year old male who was recently out of town on my first business trip, in the Bay Area. I had met an escort and we proceeded from there. This occurred March 12th. I'm back home, and couldn't sleep last night and my heartbeat has been running away for me and I can't focus at work. I've almost thrown up out of shame and terror that I might be infected with HIV. My situation is as follows, and I apologize for the detail, I just want to ensure I'm being thorough.
I had masturbated a couple days earlier with rough, dry hands, and a small scab had formed. I realized this before the escort showed up and I was embarrassed that she'd think it was an STD so I picked it off, and it was essentially reopened- the sort of wound that would slightly sting in the shower the first day fresh. Common sense was not present.
She performed unprotected oral on me for about 2 minutes. For the purpose of this question, can we assume she had open mouth sores ( she had chapped dry lips) Keep in mind my sore. Then, we proceeded to have vaginal intercourse with a condom. The condom did not break. However, I'm slightly bigger, and so I'm worried that the uncovered base of my penis where it meets my pelvis and testicles was rubbing against her and may have had vaginal fluid in contact for the entirety, or that hiv can enter through the skin in small microscopic openings. Also, and I believe this is paranoia, I'm second guessing whether the condom completely covered the open area, I believe it did, I just can't be sure.
I've scheduled an RNA test for 3/22. Are these accurate? I can't answer why I did this, or turn the clocks back. My parents would disown me with a diagnosis and my gf would leave me, and I'm not sure if at work I'd be able to perform.
Thabk you very much for your consideration