Hello,
I wanted to tell you and anyone that read this that I went for my STD full screen today and everything on that aspect was negative. This is 22 days (almost four weeks) after intercourse. Also, I went ahead and had a RAPID test done with the finger *****, it too came out negative. I know it is a tad early but since I was there I thought it couldn't hurt to get it done. I will of course follow up.
Thank you for posting that follow-up comment, and congratulations for following up with your partner.
Through embarrassment or fear of condemnation, most people, gay or straight, are uncomfortable contacting the other person in such situations. When they do, the experience is usually like yours: the other person was just as frightened and truly appreciates the opportunity to talk it through. I am aware of situations in which people became close friends, and at least one case that blossomed into a long-term partnership.
I hope others will take a lesson from your experiences, both the parts you now regret and those that worked out OK.
I was able to get in touch with the individual I was with that evening. He stated he tested negative in January, and I explained I posed no risk to him. We agreed it was very stupid what we did, and both learned our lesson as he was worried too and was grateful I made the effort to locate him as he had no real way to contact me. I know a person is only as negative as their last test and I will continue with my testing of course. I can now put my mind at ease a bit more. Thank you once again for taking the time to answer my question, and to answer it so sternly - it brings it to life.
Thank you very much for your very timely response. I appreciate your time, and this site.
It really is impossible to accurately predict the actual risk for any particular exposure. I believe the ballpark figure cited for topping a known-infected bottom is 1 in 500. But such data do not take into account such things as ejaculation/no ejaculation, duration of sex, vigor of sex (which might cause chafing), circumcisions status, or the presence of other STDs in either partner--all of which can shift the risk up and down. They also don't take the infected person's viral load into account. And I certainly cannot judge your risk in relation to whether or not you saw blood or secretions on yourself when sex was done.
Putting your risks all together, some experts would recommend PEP, but it's too late--no known value more than 72 hours after exposure. Certainly you should be HIV tested--although that really is optional if you can locate your partner and learn he is HIV negative.
Which brings me to your big mistake: No man should ever have sex with another man without mutual sharing of HIV status. Always, always, always ask!, even when safe sex is planned. Asking and sharing HIV status is equally important as safe sex in preveting HIV. You are an excellent illustration why: safe sex sometimes doesn't work, and other times just gets forgotten in the heat of the moment.
That said, don't panic. Statistically, the odds are strongly in your favor that you don't have HIV. Assuming testing shows you dodged the bullet, though, please take this event as a lesson learned and keep safe in the future.
Good luck-- HHH, MD