Hello, this is my first post here so I guess I'll start with some background. Forgive me for the length, but I have been dealing with this for awhile and just found this site today, so there is a little to tell...
I am 28, and other than this one nagging issue, consider myself to be in good health. I eat well and exercise fairly regularly. Beginning in my early 20's, I started to experience what I could best describe as a flutter, or "catch" type feeling in my upper chest area. It only lasted for a brief moment, and wasn't associated with any other symptoms. It began as a rare occurence, only happening once in awhile. I looked up some information online, and found that this feeling was commonly associated with a heart palpitation. I didn't really know what that meant, so I went to my doctor. He told me it was normal, and since I was having no other symptoms I didn't have to worry about it. At this point in my life, I was consuming a lot of caffeine and was not on a normal sleep pattern. I was also somewhat overweight and did not get much exercise.
A few years passed, and I experienced the same feeling randomly throughout them. One day, while driving, I felt something similar in my chest, though it was different this time, in that it seemed to last longer. I pulled over and felt my pulse, and my heart was beating very erratically. It sped up to a very high rate and also skipped beats. I was in a cold sweat, felt like I was losing control / having a heart attack. I got out of my car and went up to a random house and asked them to call 911. While sitting in this strangers house, I calmed down a little, though I still felt very strange and my chest still felt very strange. I went to the hospital and had an EKG which turned out normal. They told me what I had most likely experienced was a panic attack. I was released and informed to go to my doctor and tell him what happened. I was 23 at this point.
After speaking with my doctor, I was referred to a cardiologist for a stress test, which revealed nothing wrong with my heart. I decided to change my lifestyle at this point, and started exercising regularly, gave up unhealthy foods, coffee, and just tried to live healthier in general. Over the next few years, I lost some weight and stuck with the healthy lifestyle thing, but also had a few more episodes similar to what the doctors called a panic attack. Overall, I had perhaps 5 of them, in various time intervals. I'd go a year without having one, and then have 2 within a few weeks. The symptoms were always the same...feeling of impending doom, rapid heart rate, palpitations, followed by a trip to the emergency room or EMT's called and a diagnosis of panic attack. My doctor wanted to put me on Paxil, which I refused. I have an aversion to prescription medication, especially ones that deal in depression / anxiety, and believe that if I do have an issue with this (which I'm still not totally convinced of), then I should figure out what the cause is and not try to medicate it away. I've also known people who took Paxil, and they had bad experiences with it.
Fast forward to today. I have not had one of these episodes in around 2 and a half years. In that time, I have lost close to 50 pounds and keep up a healthy lifestyle. I have not had coffee since I gave it up after my first episode. I do still consume tea, though not very much of it. In that time, I have still had the random "flutter" that I first described. I have been able to catch it while feeling my pulse, and it does coincide with my heart skipping a beat. It seemed to come and go, I'd not feel it for weeks, even months, and then it would come back and stick around for a period of time, and then vanish again.
Lately, and this is the reason for my post in the first place, it has been happening way more frequently. It started about 2 months ago, where I began to notice it multiple times a day. I went to the doctor, and did a halter monitor test. Naturally the day I wore the monitor, I experienced no palpitations. The test came back normal, no underlying electrical problems, I was told. He said to come back in if it gets any worse. Around a week ago, I had a day where I had this feeling once every 10 minutes or so. Sometimes it would be strong enough make me cough, sometimes I would just feel a slight weirdness for a second. Feeling my pulse though, it always coincided with my heart skipping a beat. Its been basically the same since then, happens frequently throughout the day (has happened a few times while I wrote this). I went to the doctor again, and this time he wants to put me on a blood pressure med (Bystolic), which might help regulate my heartbeat he says, but if it does not he wants me to go on some other anxiety med, which I still have a big aversion to.
Basically, I just want to know what the deal is with my heart. Why is it skipping beats? To me, I can't just accept this as something I'm just going to have to live with. I am a healthy person. I certainly don't feel stressed or anxious about anything (besides these people telling me I have an anxiety problem, at least...). I would like to avoid taking medication if at all possible, but it is starting to disrupt my life. What should I do?
Thank you!
-Luke Wolfroma