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What’s in a picture? OT
This is not a getterdone moment, but strange things do happen during tx.
I keep telling myself, I’m ok, just a little off, now and then, but otherwise pretty normal as far as txing goes. With in the first couple of weeks of starting tx I did have some particular anomalies’ like things moving, without moving, seeing things that were not there but It was short lived as my body adjusted to the meds. This all changed three weeks ago, you see, I enjoy sitting on the back porch all the time and especially since txing which is my own little space. I though I was starting to hallucinate again not all the time but just little by little in the evening as the sun goes down which cast a reflection on the sliding door. Over the course of the last three week this fuller image started appearing in the glass. Couldn’t make it out at first but it started taking shape and I kept saying to myself it’s the drugs, it’s the drugs. The shapes changed as the weeks went on and thought what the hell, I’m loosing it fer sure. Last Friday, I do the riba and the shot early evening, go out to the porch just about evening dust, flip on some tunes, and fire up the pond and fountain. Settle back, with a smoke (don’t smoke in house) and cup of decaf tea, and were ready for the concert to begin. Well, the riba and shot hit the head, closed my eyes for about ten minutes listening to the music, just chilling and heard a noise, I opened my eyes slowly, and what do I see!!! but (you tell me what the picture looks like), my freaking heart started pounding, could not move, and after 3 cups of tea I didn’t know whether to start screaming or …. myself. After what seemed like hours (rib delay) I came flying up out of the chair and everything went flying, I yanked on the other slider to get into the house and broke handle. Once In side, I kept telling myself, it’s the drugs, it’s the drugs… Pleazzze let it be the drugs, OMG I went over the edge this time, calm down, calm down your ok, no I’m not and I ain’t going back out to see if it is still there. I locked the door and went into the living room to watch tv with my son for awhile and then went to bed but did not sleep much that nigh. LOL!
So! What’s the picture look like??? see profile pic.
jasper
I keep telling myself, I’m ok, just a little off, now and then, but otherwise pretty normal as far as txing goes. With in the first couple of weeks of starting tx I did have some particular anomalies’ like things moving, without moving, seeing things that were not there but It was short lived as my body adjusted to the meds. This all changed three weeks ago, you see, I enjoy sitting on the back porch all the time and especially since txing which is my own little space. I though I was starting to hallucinate again not all the time but just little by little in the evening as the sun goes down which cast a reflection on the sliding door. Over the course of the last three week this fuller image started appearing in the glass. Couldn’t make it out at first but it started taking shape and I kept saying to myself it’s the drugs, it’s the drugs. The shapes changed as the weeks went on and thought what the hell, I’m loosing it fer sure. Last Friday, I do the riba and the shot early evening, go out to the porch just about evening dust, flip on some tunes, and fire up the pond and fountain. Settle back, with a smoke (don’t smoke in house) and cup of decaf tea, and were ready for the concert to begin. Well, the riba and shot hit the head, closed my eyes for about ten minutes listening to the music, just chilling and heard a noise, I opened my eyes slowly, and what do I see!!! but (you tell me what the picture looks like), my freaking heart started pounding, could not move, and after 3 cups of tea I didn’t know whether to start screaming or …. myself. After what seemed like hours (rib delay) I came flying up out of the chair and everything went flying, I yanked on the other slider to get into the house and broke handle. Once In side, I kept telling myself, it’s the drugs, it’s the drugs… Pleazzze let it be the drugs, OMG I went over the edge this time, calm down, calm down your ok, no I’m not and I ain’t going back out to see if it is still there. I locked the door and went into the living room to watch tv with my son for awhile and then went to bed but did not sleep much that nigh. LOL!
So! What’s the picture look like??? see profile pic.
jasper
well....it kinda looks like a big fish to me..open mouth at the top, bug eyes....but then i'm kinda weird right now...LOL...especially if it's a reflection of my imagination...LOL...my mom saw fish swimming over her head when she was on oxycotin...hmmmm...i wonder....could be time for an ambien...i need to sleep!!!
"Every picture tells a story, don't it?"
I'm an artist and I always see things that supposedly aren't really there. Didn't you do that as a kid. I had so many remembrances from childhood while on tx.
On the other hand, maybe the image is a reflection of YOUR imagination.
Personally I love this stuff.
I'm an artist and I always see things that supposedly aren't really there. Didn't you do that as a kid. I had so many remembrances from childhood while on tx.
On the other hand, maybe the image is a reflection of YOUR imagination.
Personally I love this stuff.
I see a naked woman ---etheral --- Beautiful! But Jasper.. One of the things about treatment and having the disease is that we are prone to thinking and thinking in depth....
We becomes faced with our own mortality and we become introspective we start seeing dimensionally --- like our imaginations work differently. Not exactly spiritually - but we start seeing things differently --- different possibilities...
Alright - well - find the beauty in things...
Meki
We becomes faced with our own mortality and we become introspective we start seeing dimensionally --- like our imaginations work differently. Not exactly spiritually - but we start seeing things differently --- different possibilities...
Alright - well - find the beauty in things...
Meki
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