I copied this from Hector's post on the other Hep C board. You should read over there.
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/Hepatitis-C/show/75?camp=msc
You will find a lot of good information that you can share with the people in your life. There is no way to control what other people think, but I feel most people are better than we give them credit for. Most people, even some doctors, know very little about hep c, so they are afraid. If you read old posts over there you will find many answers on where to look for help if you don't have insurance and where to look for help. Ask questions when you don't understand.
Mary made an excellent point. A positive antibody test does not mean that you have hep c, the only way to know for sure is an HCV RNA by PCR. Have you had that test? Tell us more!!
How is hepatitis C virus spread
HCV is spread (transmitted) most efficiently through inadvertent exposure to infected blood.
* The most common route of transmission is needles shared among users of illicit drugs.
* Accidental needle-sticks in healthcare workers also have transmitted the virus.
* The average risk of getting HCV from a stick with a contaminated needle is 1.8% (range 0% to 10%).
* Prior to 1992, some people acquired the infection from transfusions of blood or blood products. Since 1992, all blood products are screened for HCV, and cases of HCV due to blood transfusion now are extremely rare.
* HCV also can be passed from mother to unborn child. Approximately 4 of every 100 infants born to HCV-infected mothers become infected with the virus.
* A small number of cases are transmitted through sexual intercourse. The risk of transmission of HCV from an infected individual to a non-infected spouse or partner without the use of condoms over a lifetime has been estimated to be 1% to 4%
* Finally, there have been some outbreaks of HCV when instruments or sharp tool have been re-used without appropriate cleaning between patients.
Since you have access to a computer, do some research about Hep C and share that information with your relatives. It will help them to know that Hep C is not easily transmitted and everyday contact will not cause them to be infected. Print out some articles and underline the information that you most want them to understand. I like Mary4now's idea, too, of taking relatives to the doctor with you. Teaching your relatives about the virus will benefit them, and may also help you to feel more empowered.
You sound very lonely and depressed. Please continue to post on the forum, find some friends here, and use this safe place to vent your feelings. Just know that there are many of us who have, or did have, Hep C, and we are here to support you.
Lapis