My penis does not have a glans head, or cap I guess they would say. It is not phimosis as far as I'm aware. I'm not even sure if I have foreskin or not. My parents say I was not circumcised as a child, but if I do have it I do not have traditional foreskin. What happens is the skin comes up and the tip craters inwards and is a patch of white. I'm not sure what it is tbh, and I've had difficulty googling information on it. Also the white patch seems to be tilted on an angle (off center of the tip, slightly to the side), so the actual tip of my penis sometimes has flesh(?) exposed when erect. It hurts when the flesh part is touched, but depending on how erect I am changes how much is exposed. I haven't engaged in any sexual activity yet but I imagine this is going to be a problem.
This has made me extremely timid around women and somewhat contributes to my social anxiety. Seeing as I'd eventually have to have sex but even if it gets past my deformed penis, I'm not sure I could penetrate without it hurting. Any info / recommendation would be appreciated. I'm in a bit of a rough spot and want to get my life back on track before things get worse.