hope all is well rich33. sounds to me like a varicele - a bit like a varicose vein nothing to worry about as such but still needs to be checked by your gp.
thanks for your information. glad you have recovered well.
ive booked an appointment, so hopefully fingers crossed its something minor.
I easily survived testicular cancer (seminoma) almost 12 years ago. I'm no Lance Armstrong, but I found the tumor after cycling for a long day and "squeezing" a nodule I'd never before noticed, while showering after my ride, I felt a pain - no - severe discomfort radiate through my abdomen like a bad gas cramp. Only, I had been experiencing the very same sensation during sexual congress for the previous year I had been with a new lover.
Naturally, I assumed the discomfort was - inherently - the product of prolonged arousal. When I found that lump and experienced the pain, I knew, almost intuitively, this was something that I should not experience in lieu of pleasure and probably did not belong in my body.
A little surgery and enough radiation to impart a mild sunburn, and I can proudly say that I now run better on one engine than I ever did on two. Plus, with the innovation of synthetics, I have been the proud owner of a matching pair for over a decade.
All that said, you should realize that in a part of our bodies associated with pleasure, pain is a foreign substance and generally does not deserve the dignity of our patience or anxiety.
There are other less lethal conditions that can also cause such woe, but I'd suggest getting over your fear, getting to a doctor and getting satisfaction from answers that you can and will live with.
I'm happy to tell you more about my experience, but suffice it to say that - ultimately- I had more anxiety with acne, as a teen, than with cancer, as an adult.