I am 40 years old and have had migraines for a long time but in 2005 I started with bad dizzy spells to the point of falling down alot, I was told at the ER it was vertigo and was given meclezine which made it worse, went back the next night and had a catscan done then rushed for a MRI, it showed brain lesions on my frontal lobe. I started seeing a Neurosurgeon and he tested(spinal tap) for MS and it was normal so nothing there. I was upset cos he couldn't answer anything so he sent me to a specialist 4 hours away and all he did was tell me I was depressed and wanted to put me on Prozac......NOT...
I have since then been seeing just a family doctor who is trying to treat the migraines with many things, lastly topamax, it helped some but never rid me of migraines. I have had a weakness on my left side for a long time now, from my toes to my neck and face, it feels weird as if fake, that in-between asleep and awake feeling, at night when I try to go asleep it really bugs me, I can never get comfortable so it is messing with my sleep too. Every MRI I have had done in the last 2 1/2 years shows that more brain lesions are there now each time. But still no answers except for migraines that I need to keep taking meds for and depression.
I may be depressed cos they can't answer this for me. I have 5 kids, 2 grown up and out, 2 grandsons and 1 more on the way very soon now. I was working over 40 hours a week as a supervisor for over 5 years til all of this started, then I had to walk away from that job due to my dr's restrictions with my job, he says not to drive, move fast, due hardly anything lol.......hard to do when you are a mom....I do know my limits and seem to be laying down alot more now than ever. My headaches have always been on my left side near my temple to moving around to the back of my head also. I have tried tieing a bandana around my head also, light is my worse enemy anywhere, I absolutely hate light, my family calls me a vampire, black material over windows, hardly ever use lights and wear the darkest sunglasses I can find. My memory has also been effected, I was always the one who could remember anything, no one else could, now it is awful, to the point I can't remember phone numbers or even get turned around when driving in my own town, like I'm lost.....and yes I still drive cos I have no choice, I just don't when I am having a really bad headache.
I am so about ready to give up cos I know I will never be like I was, and not working has hurt.....disablity said I was 'somewhat' disabled and denied me and even denied every time I re-tried. Just haven't went to a lawyer yet, I just figure everyone thinks its in my head......which is true it is cos thats where it hurts.......
Does anyone else have an answer or suggestion for me? You can e-mail me at ***@**** please.
Thank you for reading my mess....Katie