I have been told by my therapist that i have severe personality issues, is that the same as a personality disorder?
I filled in a questionaire because therapy hasn't been working and my therapist is frustrated with me what he told me i had fits with bpd, i have read up on it and it describes me but he never said that. I do have mood swings, depression, impulsiveness, suicidal thoughts and feelings and attempts, i don't have friends, i get angry for no reason very little sets me off, i am confused and restless all the time, then depressed then ok then suicidal maybe all in one day. I never feel normal, i feel i don't fit anywhere with anyone. My biggest issue is rejection which is why i don't have friends, i feel my therapist is rejecting me now as well as he wants me to see someone else, i really can't leave him. One day i really connect and get on with him but if he upsets me then i dislike him i withdraw and he gets more frustrated but i don't want to be hurt by him. I have two people in my life who i can talk to and they are professionals so it doesn't say alot about me. I am sorry i went on so much i just wondered if you could help, are personality issues the same as a personality disorder, maybe he just doesn't want to tell m but i need to know. Thanks