Hey all. I had a rather frightening episode last week that has left me baffled and confused about the past diagnosis of suffering from merely "Panic Attacks and Panic Disorder" as most of my doctors have claimed, and left me to question what REALLY is going on with me??
Let me tell you a little about myself.
AHEM.
My name is Crystal, and I am now 24 years old. All of my symptoms started on October 31st, 2006 when I experienced a bout of severe chest pain and what felt like heart palpitations and lightheadedness, and points where it felt like my heart "stopped." It caused me to PANIC thinking I was having a heart attack or something, since I didn't know what the heck it was, and it lasted for maybe 1/2 hour to 45 minutes off and on.
Well, after that first day I had chest-pain related attacks every day.
I was admitted to the ER and ran tons of bloodwork for blood count, thyroid and who knows what else, as well as an EKG and a chest CT which all came back normal.
I do have minor Mitral Valve Prolapse and Tricuspid Regurgitation, but they said this was not causing my symptoms and it was just panic attacks and injected me with 2MG of Ativan and after all the tests came back negative sent me on my way.
I went to my GP, who put me on Toprol XL, which I am now on 50 MG a day, and it has helped for the chest pains and increased heartrate/irregular heartrate, yet I still was getting attacks, so my doctor put me on Zoloft since it was at this time she suspected Panic Attacks/Anxiety, yet it only made NEW symptoms appear and my life more of a living hell!!
I started getting head electrical surges that would surge through my brain, up and down my spine and cause my entire body to tremble, I would feel light-headed, my vision would go blotchy at times, the electrical surge would radiate up and down my spine and even into my arms and legs at times, I would have parathesias (basically one side of my body would feel numb, including my face), and of course I would start to panic since my heart would also race releasing adrenaline into my body and only making the symptoms worse. I eventually quit the Zoloft cold-turkey after a month after my doctor finally became convinced it was causing my new onset symptoms, but that was a HUGE mistake on her part, for now I had to go through a worse living hell.
I would wake up in the middle of the night SCREAMING because it felt like my brain was going entirely haywire-PHYSICALLY SPEAKING, not emotionally. I cannot even describe it. It felt like I was about to go into convulsions or something, but never did. God it was horrid. I had no control over the sensations, which passed in a few minutes or 10-30 seconds at the most.
I have had limb tremors, as I call them, where I would have an episode where I would get one of my head-electrical attacks which would then cause the numbness in one side of my body, and a few times either one of my arms or legs buckled up and I could NOT MOVE IT!!! I could only stare at my leg or arm until the sensation in it returned and I was able to move it again and I could feel the arm/leg go "erect" and I was able to move it again.
I started on a mult-vitamin, since I thought maybe I had a vitamin deficiency, and I cannot express how that alone seemed to alleviate 80-90% of my symptoms.
For some reason, though, I stopped the med, but I did start taking Lorazepam for the Panic Attacks and other symptoms I was experiencing, and it has done wonders. Yet now this recent incident has caused me to question the diagnosis of Panic Attacks and Panic Disorder and wonder if something else more neurological or chemical is going on??
I am now working at a store near where I live as a sales associate, and while greeting a customer (please not that I had taken my Lorazepam 1/2 hour or more prior to this), I felt like my brain physically locked up on the left side of my brain near where the vocal region is located, and I could not even say what I was trying to say. Instead I found myself in a constant stutter of where I left off right before the brain lock-up, as I call it, occurred. It passed after about 10 seconds or so, and left me baffled as to what the heck caused it, and I must have looked like a stuttering idiot to the customers, and I want to get this resolved. Could it simply be the new found stresses of work since I had been off for a year due to the panic attacks and neurological/physiological symptoms that aggravated me during that time? Or is there something more neurological/pathological going on that I should get checked out?
Late last year I did get an EEG and regular MRI (without contrast) done as well as a complete neurological work-up when I had the other head-related problems, but all came back fine. I was going to get a 24 hour EEG done, but the tape was ruined so I vouched to NOT get another one done again since I didn't suspect seizures at the time. But now I just don't know what is going on with me. I would have also had an MRI with contrast done, but I barely got the one done WITH contrast since I had a head electrical sensation attack on the table while doing the MRI without contrast, and I was just barely able to get the 4 or so images required to finish it.
I am feeling much better, I must say, but that recent "brain lockup/stutter" incident leaves me baffled and confused. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!! Thanks!