In December 2007 I underwent spinal fusion surgery at L3 - S1. During the surgery I was infected with staph through the dura matter, thus resulting in my contracting bacterial meningitis. Along with the meningitis I contracted septicemia, severe sepsis, cellutis, encephalopahy, pneumonia, and toxic shock. Know, nine months later, I am still experiencing headaches, severe nightmares, flashbacks, emotional issues, etc., even though I am on an antidepressant. In addition, I am still healing from my back surgery, which caused permanent damage to the L4/L5 nerve root, resulting in left foot drop and severe left leg pain with muscle spasms. How long can I anticipate having the lingering problems from the meningitis, PTSD, headaches, etc? I'm aware that the actual spinal fusion will take at least a year for the grafts to complete their growth and I've been given little hope that the nerve root at L4/L5 can regenerate after such a long period of time. Thanks for your feedback. During my bout with meningitis, I have 26 days of which I have no memory except the delusions I experienced. Is there any hope that my memory will return?