I thought I had hocd now idk what's going on in 23 I have a two year old son, I've been sleeping with my ex and enjoy it thoroughly but here lately my ice has gotten so bad that I think I've convinced myself that I'm gay, now I just keep saying I'm gay and won't come out about it, I had a homosexual experience when I was younger and haven't really thought about it every once in awhile I would and I've always been homophobic, but now I'm convinced that I'm not hocd and that I'm just gay, but I don't want to be someone please help me I'm losing my mind, "found out the girl I was sleeping with hungout with a friend and I lost my cool it hurt idk what's going on someone please help me asap