Is this HOCD?

[Rywol]

I believe I have suffered it for many years maybe like 5 to be exact but it has been off and on. I've always been attracted to girls and always wanted to be with one and have a family and get married. But recently the thoughts have become extreme. So I saw Spider-Man 2 when it first went into theaters and I thought that the main actor Andrew Garfield was a cool guy. He was just a good looking guy that had a hot girl that was really into him. I guess I kind of got a little man crush on him but I never viewed anything sexual. So I played it all off at the time. But now that these intrusive thoughts are back it has me thinking I did find him sexually attractive. Now every time I notice a guy that is good looking I always get intrusive thoughts saying "I bet you would like to have sex with him" etc. I always test myself to see if I get aroused to gay porn and I never get an erection but my head always says things like "oh you definitely like that" and then immediate anxiety comes after it. I always have had romantic thoughts about just girls. So please tell me, is this HOCD? Please help me and please answer quickly.

[Rywol]

Also I would like to add that I think I suffered ocd with the fear of something wrong with me medically. Before summer started I kept getting these headaches and thought I had a brain tumor immediately and I was always checking online to see if it was a tumor. And I have taken multiple hocd tests online and they all come back saying that I do have a severe case of it.

[Rywol]

Also I would like to add that I think I suffered ocd with the fear of something wrong with me medically. Before summer started I kept getting these headaches and thought I had a brain tumor immediately and I was always checking online to see if it was a tumor. And I have taken multiple hocd tests online and they all come back saying that I do have a severe case of it.

[123tushar07]

definitely this is hocd, why r u not seeking treatment for it, ocd is completely treatable with therapy and medicines, please seek help from psychologist and psychiatrist. ur suffering from 5 years, its too much , behavior therapy will give u tool to control ur ocd