Hey there, I'm new here and I have severe OCD. I'm 21, live in Mexico, already been to both psychiatrist and psychologist and also a mental hospital but this seems to not get any better.
My obsession is manly related to big tank trucks that carry chemical substances (gasoline, thinner, dangerous, toxic waste, so on). I kinda feel they get in my body and I'm never gonna be able to wash it off and the very critical one when it pops my mind is that those things may fall down and make a big huge mess like exploding.
To make matters worse, my house is next to a very busy free way so its almost impossible for me to have peace while I'm out.... I've tried several prescription drugs and I feel like they do nothing, the anxiety and the suffering becomes really hard to deal with whenever I see or I'm close to those things.
I don''t really know what to do. I don't attend school, no friends, no hobbies and my family doesn't really support me, nothing. Either I have to come back to the mental hospital or just wait till something more horrible happens to me.... i just don't know that to think anymore..... so u do have any advice guys.
Sorry if my english is not that great! :/