Hello, this is my second time posting on this forum about HOCD. I'm a 15 year old male. I have had HOCD for about 3 months now and have gotten to the point where I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle. I have read on other forums saying that the way to beat HOCD is to not fight it. I have tried doing that and the anxiety left for about a day. I have no problem with other people being homosexual but I know I don't want to be. At least I think I know I don't want to be. Because lately I have been feeling like I'm becoming okay with it and in the future I will. I don't like the thought of that, and reading other posts about people who go through the exact same thing as me in the end, turn out homosexual. I did experiment as a child (but have found that's normal in 6,7,8 year olds.) I'm not sure if this is just a backdoor spike because whenever I stop having anxiety the intrusive thoughts come and I start to realise I may be homosexual. I love women and have not doubted my sexual orientation and attraction to girls throughout my teenage years. I just want this to stop because I hate the thought of being relaxed about becoming homosexual.