After we tried Gemza/Avastin with the recurrence at the beginning it was under controlled,dropped d inown to 32 but then within 1 month it jumped up to 282, and in 10 more days (while I was doing all the studies) it up to 797 , then we started another treatment, Doctor put me with Docetaxel alone with Avastin, 1 week after the infusion of Docetaxel, instead of going down, it jumped up to 1979, I am so frustrated and upset, am I going to die very soon? Doctor told me to keep on with the same agent for another cycle may be add something along with it, but I have to wait 2 more weeks for the second cycle, I'm worrying that it might be even worst than now, what should I do? Change to another treatment? keep on with it? How can I survive waiting for the next chemo? I think the doctor is being too relax at my case. Please I need help, I need a second opinion. Thanks very much.