Leslee and I talked for a time this afternoon, we tried to recall her entire journey with this da-- disease. Then we starting saying some "what if's", things that we know now, that we didn't know then and the doctors that we trusted didn't suggest. For instance, since the recurrance rate is so high , what if after her initial surgery and first line chemo, she had remained on chemo, that would have been started when the first was done, the trial they put her on didn't help, then the doxil for 9 months, all this covered almost 2 years, with gaps of 4 to 6 weeks inbetween, we all know how fast some cancers grow, and with continous chemo, maybe it would not have happened. I am just wondering have any of the new gals asked about this, I know now, we would have asked for the chemo to continue, while she was still feeling good and working. It is too late for her now, and what if's don't really matter any longer, but if it would for someone else, that would be fine. All Leslee said today was that she is just waiting for someone to give her a little hope, I did my best, don't know if it was enough though. more later Marty.