i am getting tired of my own posts

[boosty]

well, more problems what else? i hope you were following cause obviously too much info and problems with me to say it all again. hahahh. i have the flu and spoke to my doctor and she told me that it all must have been from my flu. she never heard of this ear infection that might be from surgery. she said i could have an ear infection due to my flue though. so i feel better that its not from surgery. besides, i am not dizzy anymore. i was doing fine today until like thirty minutes ago when i went to the bathroom and i am sorry if i will be too graphic now. but when i # 2'd i saw blood at the end of my stool and then after it , it was dripping into the toilet from my butt whole guys!  and when i wiped, it was like wiping the front when youre on your period. what is up with me? i contacted her right away she said it could be hemarrage or hemoroids or somethign and the pain killers could cause constipation that may have scratched me. but the thing is that i am not constipated and i dont have such hard painful stools to do that to me. why all this at once and what should i do next? please. i am going out of my mind and dont feel confortable in my own body. dont you sometimes feel like your body has disappointed you? i always felt like i am unbreakable. hahahh.

[RavenLady]

Hey Vista,
     So besides guessing, did the Doc tell you to go in?  Blood loss can make you dizzy too.  I don't blame you for being tired of all this, having one thing after another coming on as they have with you!  There are too many things that can cause that type of bleeding to allow for over the phone diagnosis.  So what's the plan from your Doc?  MV

[boosty]

i have an appointment with my gyn tomorrow to see if its hemroids or what and then i will make an appointment with my family doctor too. just to do more tests and see. i am not losing blood, this just happened one time that i went to the bathroom . i dont know why.