Hi guys. Well, its seems that all of my positive thoughts have fled - hope someone else found them to give them strength!!
I am 8 days post-op. I had my surgery Tuesday and went home Wednesday because the docs all raved about how great I was doing. I started my period on time on Thursday with the worst cramps I've ever had, but I did really well last week - felt strong and not as much pain as I thought. Monday and Tuesday of this week, I went into town (I didn't drive) to take my son to the doctor (horrific external ear infection causing his whole face to swell). Last night I hurt so bad, I started crying. I've been crying all day today.
I think I've done too much too soon. I think my hormones are a mess (they did leave one ovary). I've spent the past hour fighting with the VA trying to get disability - because I am really struggling financially with being out of work. If my claim through the VA gets denied, then I am going to have to go back to work on Monday, and I just don't know how I physically can possibly do that.
These damned cysts. I am personally tired of what it has done to me over the past three months. :(
I sure hope my happy side comes back.
Hugs to everyone - Cathy