I've been there. Talking about it is what starts the healing process.
I suffer from severe depression as well. My first pregnancy I slept. i was so miserable. Then I had my son. He is my absolute world and has built me up completely as a person. That's my purpose for waking up everyday now. Im not pregnant four years later with baby girl and he gets me through this and makes it so much easier. If you need to talk inbox me please and keep your head up.
You obviously need help,you can't rely on an app to solve your problems but, ^^we're here to help. If you need someone to vent to feel free to inbox me, I'm more than happy to chat with you. Reguardless of who talk to you really need to talk to a doctor. I know I've been there and I know how you feel, life goes on and gets better. You just have to stay strong and see the light, not being around anymore is not the answer. You Have Too Much To Live For You Just Don't See It yet!
Talk to a doctor hun i struggled with severe depression so i know exactly how you are feeling just know that there's so many people who loves You and they have medications that will help you I'm basically done with my pregnancy i gace a week and half left been on depression meds my whole pregnancy and it has helped me so much and my baby is very healthy please don't be afraid to talk to someone and seek help
Your mentality is weak mommy, believe me sometimes i find it so much better not having friends. I live with my husband and my son and just had a babygirl and its more than hapiness. Dont feel like that its a mind fuuhhk. No need to want to end your life dont think about wanting hapiness belueve me you got it already and you just dont see it. Look around you a cherish everything
Talk to your doctor!! They help ladies all the time going through the same thing. :) There is always options.