ya i know that i should just concentrate on enjoying him but its very hard... i want him to have a good life and i just dont want his life to be stolen away from him :( i know its wasted energy but its not like a light switch for me :( i dont really have a lot of people to talk to either so i end up keeping all the worry in me and it just makes it worse.....
im happy that you know where im coming from trying its nice to be able to relate to others
Ugggggghhhhh! Stupid smart phone lol I do know where you are coming from though is what I wanted to add!
I am sorry ur so anxious over this. Try not to over analyze I know its hard! I catch myself doing it with Lauren comparing her behaviors to my oldest son and thinking omg james dis this and that too is that a sign she will have adhd too!!!??!!(I know totally different conditions) but then I snap out of it! What will be will be. Don't waste time obsessing over it. Enjoy your baby
Even if it wasn't "normal" the fact is that is who he is. You are so focused on this disease and does he have that you aren't enjoying who he is. Ezra is going to be Ezra whoever that is whether autistic or not. So enjoy who he is love every moment of it. Don't analyze his every move it isn't healthy for you or him
i know it just reminds me so much of Hayden when he was a baby like how he would grab a car and flip it over to spin the wheels... when Ezra does it it makes my heart sink :( i just hope he is okay
This all sounds really normal. If his attention span was really long i would be concerned