Emotional Rollercoaster...Lord Help me..

[Berrygirl]

So today was follw up U/S after an Easter Sunday E.R visit. I was in Er due to cramping and bleeding. U/S showed baby a 6wk 5 days and HB 170. Questionable Subchorionic Hemmorhage. I put myself on bedrest for 10 dyas until todays U/S. See photos...Our little bean was so sweet. HB 170s measuring now at 8 weeks 6 days. He even moved for daddy. This was all a good thing, esp since my husband has not truly taken on the raeality of my pregnancy symptoms (moodiness, irritability, crying, nausea, dizziness, headaches) nor the true seriousness of hemmorhaging. Daddy was happy, he was mesmorized by the U/S and held tight to babys pics. At the top of that emotional rollercoaster.

Everything was great. We celebrated by going to eat. I came home and took a nap...I was tired for the morning. I even thought I would go into work tommorow. Well I got up used the restroom. Made something to eat. Then I felt something dribble. In the bathroom and there it was again...Blood. Brown (old) but nonetheless there as well as cramping that has not let up since March 8th. Back down at the bottom of the emotional rollercoaster I went. DH was at church and I sent him a text and called and called but no answer. that was 7pm. He finally got out of church and called me after 9:30p. I told him I am tird of the emotional rollercoaster.

I want this bean to stick, but I don't know why my body is acting so UGLY right now. The uterus, the sac need to just get along, cause baby is happy where he is. He was just active today and I know he wants to survive.

I just again have to put my faith in God, He knows our destiny. I am speaking life to what could seem like a dead situation. I believe he is going to make out if it his purpose. In the meantime, I am going emotionally insane.

[jhh42]

Seeing that strong heartbeat is very reassuring. I had browinsh even red light bleeding but now all of that has stopped. Try to rest/relax. I know the waiting is awful. Know you are in our thoughts.

[lisaywg]

Get lots of rest and take care of yourself.  Hope it all gets better from here.

[jenandjon]

Hang in there sweetie.  I'm right there with you on that rollercoaster.  At least you know that you have friends that are riding along with you.  Don't lose hope and try and rest as much as possible.

[sadiesmommy]

I am so sorry for this roller coaster you have to ride. I am praying for you and you family as well as for baby bean to stay with you. Usually once you have seen the heartbeat the chances of m/c go down. I am hoping that since the blood is brown that maybe baby will be okay through it all. Take care and keep us posted!!!

[pmperez]

Im sorry that you are going through this, nice ultrasound picture, looks good, some people say you gotta go through the bad to appreciate the good, but I think I could appreciate the good without going through the bad...lol.....people that get pregnant and dont have any complications dont realize how good they got it....GOODLUCK!