14DPO BFN... NO HOPE??

[sakazmi]

i had a MC in december. after getting my first AF in january i started trying again. i started eating clomid and metformin and obviously having sex every other day. this is my first time i actually had very strong ovulation positive and i actually saw a lot of water running down (TMI). After having my AF on 18/01/2012 i ovulated around about 1/02/2012 (15CD). Since then i have been going through alot of things. upset stomach, nausea, chills, slight boobs pain, tired, sleepy, headaches, most of all my temperature is not going down its start from 98 and by end of the day it goes upto 99.20 or 99.30. i feel really hot. first alot of discharge but when i got close to discharge kind of disappeared. but worst thing is i feel i am wet down there and when i go to toilet there's nothing. 9DPO my cervix feels heavy and down and it almost feels like its open if i push my finger a little bit more i might actually get inside (TMI). this is big turn off because i have feeling that it could be sign of AF coming soon. i have done a test today it came back Negative. with my last pregnancy i had BFP on 15DPO which was very very faint line. but there was a catch i had implantation bleeding 13DPO.
Usually when i am about to start AF i start to spot 13DPO. i was suppose to start spotting yesterday but God knows. i really feel disappointed and got a feeling this is not going to be my month. what you guys think is there any chance for me. i get cramps now and then but its not the way before my AF starts. my AF is due on 18/02/2012. i still get CM now and then especially if i walk for long. i know you going to say wait for AF to come but i kind of feel like its probably not my time. and if you could tell me why i get feeling like my cervix if very low and open. :S

[sakazmi]

Yes i know clomid has given a lot of side efftects before as well. technically its my 7th round with clomid. because i got pregnant on 6th round ended up with MC. so after 4 months i was told to start clomid again for another 6months. the only thing i am feeling is that clomid always cause me Spotting before my AF arrives even when i got pregnant i spotted on exact time 13DPO reducing my Luteal Phase to 12 days then 14 days. i was expecting it to start yesterday but it did not happen that was the only reason i took pregnancy test. with clomid experience my temperature always stayed below 98. even during pregnancy it was below that. this is first time this is happening. i always record my cervix position. even i am spotting my cervix stays closed and high then eventually it goes down and i start bleeding. this is first time i am experiencing my cervix feels really low and open. which is bit worrying because if my temperature is 98/99 and i am not pregnant and cervix is in this position then theres a possibility that i got an infection. but i have to play the waiting game. till i actually start AF or you know what ever happens. thanks for your help anyway. :)

[buggie216]

Well...my only advice is to try and relax...i've used clomid both preg and both times it took two rounds...clomid will give you a lot of those symptoms and just because you got a pos result on a certain day before...i mean...our bodies arent precise machines...just take a deep breath...give it a day or two and retest. if you have been preg...you know your able and clomid is great...but again it has ALOT of those side effects and since its a fertility drug im not sure those predictors and test sticks are that accurate...i wouldnt hang up the towl yet this cycle...but do try and relax... :)