depression//venting

[mommyofaria]

Lately I have been feel so depressed and anxious!! Mainly depressed because I have a lot going on during this pregnancy....also every little thing worries me....this is my first pregnancy and I've never had such raw emotions before in my life...I feel like I can't talk to anyone because they get tired of it and all I hear is it will get better....for the past two.weeks I have been faking a smile and trying to lift myself up but it seems like nothing works....the father of my daughter is no help either....he just changed out of no where and it hurts because he never gave me any answers as to why he changed....he hardly comes to the.doctor visits then he tells me he still loves me and misses me but deep inside I have a feeling he is with another girl....I just wish he would tell me THE truth....then as of right now I don't have my own place because I'm waiting for my apartment papers to come through and my daughter is due in three months more or less....I'm just really stressed and irritated....its like people annoy me on purpose just because I'm pregnant and they want me to respond.....my god sister jokes around calling me fat and I'm sick of it...I was only 109 when I got pregnant now I'm 120 and she still looks pregnant and she had her last baby three years ago.....then there are the worries about my baby and being a single parent and a good mom.....I feel like I will never get out of this slump :/

[mommyofaria]

Awe thanks you guys....I really feel 30 times better lol....@laylo_seeds  I'm tiny lol and I'm not very tall either most people think I'm no more than 12 and I'm 21......once again thank you guys so much :)

[mamabear1987]

Im going through the exact same thing. Im moving only 3 Weeks b4 my dd. N  babydaddys, never around nemore. We were stop pose tobe in this together now im alone. Just keep ur head  up high n worry bout you and your baby. Everything will fall in to place. Good luck n congrats

[laylo_seeds]

I'm so sorry :-(  But you saying you wory about everything prooves you're going to be a good mom. As with the apartment, I'm going through the same thing and it is really annoying, but just try to be patient or maybe call and use those hormones to Get then faster lol. Men change allot when their girl is pregnant. Mine has become a royal pain in my butt, but I know he is scared and this is a huge change for him whether he stays or not. Try talking to him and kind of giving him confidence because men love ego boosts. Also don't jump to the thought, he's seeing someone without proof cause it can lead to that. Just try to relax everything will be perfect when you see that baby. Cause even right now she is counting on you. She's going to be lucky with a mom like you. Oh, and you're a twig compared to me lol. Im 199 so trust me your never going to be fat lol