Happy thoughts (long post)

[tattoobabyjean]

So its been one week since I last saw my fiance. He went States away for annual training and its officially the longest we have ever been apart. His only request was to have a picture of me each Friday until he comes back.

I was having a really bad day, struggling with depression. I had stopped answering his texts until he called me and spoke to me. I pretty much cried for an hour on the phone.. He did is best to cheer me up and said if I cried my eyes would swell too much for a pretty picture, I stopped crying.. I felt like a child haha.

so I did my hair and makeup and dressed really nice like I would if he were taking me out..

Then I sent him a pic of my baby belly, and he got so emotional over the growth of my tummy in one week (I think he is nuts).

He just said things that made me feel like I was on cloud 9, how he thought we'd fight over who gets to hold our daughter, how I'm meant for him in every single way and how no other girl has ever compared.

He's that typical hard military type, for him to show so much emotion even over text just made me feel so special, and it also let me know just how much he misses me...

Sorry I just had to share that..

[tattoobabyjean]

Yeah its crazy. I hate how emotional I have become lol. You'd think I'd be happy to hear his voice but all I do is cry.

[ProudMommy921]

its ok ! i live in NY and my bf went to chicago for a Construction job hes not coming back til september 2 .. i miss him .. ik how u feel