NEED SUPPORT ;/

[Niyah_D]

So I need some support in my life right now. Since I moved back into my moms house around March of this year my (22 year old sister with 3 kids of her own) has been arguing constantly, I'd say every 1-2 weeks of every month. Not just with me but with other people in the house but majority is with me. It's getting really stressful and im entering my 8 month of pregnancy this week and idk what to do I wanna move out to the homless shelter with my bf and at SOME times I do worry about myself cause she says some things about my unborn baby that are mean and so does my mom when she has a bad day (cause she just got done argueing with the sister) and sometimes when im alone I get this feeling that I shouldn't be here in this world but idk if its depression thats causing me to think this way or arguing with my sister and mom constantly... I know its a bad thing for me to think that way but its just getting to me.

[Niyah_D]

Well I have a plan I have a full scholarship to pursue my career to be a RN and I won't be able to get my own place til March or until my bf gets a fulltime job right now he has a pt job as a parts specialist so we are both contributing to my moms house as well trying to save to move out ASAP and as for my sister shes been here at my moms back in forth for all these years and she has an abusive drunk husband that we have to deal with cause he stays here as well oh yeah to add on I'm kind of scared my whole family might be put out cus we share a duplex with the manager of the property and the cops have been to our house plenty of times because of my sister argueing and things getting out of control.

[specialmom]

I'm really sorry you have this situation going on.  Sounds difficult.  Not sure why your sister is so toxic but that sounds like her problem to figure out.  So, what are you doing for future financial stability??  Online classes, enrolling in job training, etc.??  How about your fiancé?? This is the ultimate answer to getting a place of your own to live comfortably with your child.  Pursue those things.  There are all sorts of grants to help pay for them and the will ultimately help you realize your goals of financial independence.  

I'm not sure if a homeless shelter with a newborn would be any better.  What does your mom say about the situation with your sister?  Is she also finding your sister toxic?  Perhaps helping your sister get on her feet and out of your mom's house would be something everyone could help with and benefit everyone.  good luck

[moonchild93]

Oh sweety you shouldn't feel that way :( honestly if it were me I'd just try to deal with it for now, you don't have much longer to go! I know it's hard & its stressful but going from a home to a homeless shelter doesn't sound like the best idea. Unless you or your unborn child are in danger. I would just try to ignore them & don't argue even though it's going to be tough not to lol. Please don't feel that you shouldn't be in this world because you are here for a reason! & one major reason is to take care of that beautiful miracle that's growing inside you! You are that baby's guardian angel; he/she needs you momma so just remember that. If you ever need to talk please let me know! God bless you sweety! :)