Hey girls!

[beautifullychaotic]

Just wanna let you girls know that I miscarried over the week.  Yesterday I was in for a D&C.  It was sad. But I am just so glad that there are no more ups and downs.  My situation was early, I was only 6 weeks, so I am thankful that it wasn't something that continued for later trouble and heartbreak for all of us.  It was so odd.  My levels would go up but not double but they WERE GOING UP! So that still left us HOPE!  But there was no sac found on the ultrasound.  NOTHING!  The highest I got was 1900 and something and that was Thursday morning. I was still bleeding and passing clots and eggwhite ALOT of eggwhite stuff.  BUT WE WERE HOPING!  Then yesterday morning I had another blood PG test and my levels dropped! from 1900 to 900.  I knew it was over.  But I was releived because I was hanging on by a string.  I am hanging in there. I thought this would be easier for me being that I am getting married next May I am involved in alot of volunteer work I am doing awesome with things that are coming my way! I guess I am trying to sugar coat things but look positive on thing but NO MATTER HOW HARD I DO THAT- I FEEL LOST INSIDE!  Its a part of "death" that noone but you your self can mourn.  No one can feel what happend to you! And thats ReALLY HARD!  I now know what its like, and I feel horrible for ppl that have gone through this over and over 6 7 8 times not to mention just ONE time!!  God Bless you all!  And may all of your prayers be answered through the man above!  Thank you all for your kind words and prayers.  I will keep you posted in the furture!


~Marla

[ladybug82]

i am so sorry

hugs from texas

[Limonada]

I'm so sorry for your loss!!  My prayers are with you...!

[mamaofonetrying42]

ohhhh, I am SO sorry! It is a hard thing to go thought!! Thinking about you!

[chantal21]

Oh Marla! I am so so sorry. Stay strong!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. (((HUGS))) Take it easy and soon enough you will have that precious baby!!

~chantal~

[rdh1981]

I am so sorry to hear about your m/c. Despite all of this you sound like you are in good spirits and staying strong! You go girl, because with that attitude you are sure to get the stickiest bean soon!!!!!!!!

Sending you a big ole hug and praying that another bfp is right around the corner!!!!


Rachel

[britt33]

im sorry to hear what happened. My prayers are with you and thank u for being strong!!

[nickieb85]

Marla,
We have all been there at one time or another. It could have been a blighted ovum or just a problem with the cells. I have had 2 mc myself and know exactly how you feel. I can remember my first one like it was yesterday. I am sending you plenty of (((HUGS))) and hoping that you feel so much better and you get your bean soon! Nickie

[Lance06]

Marla,

I am so sorry hun! I know exactly how you feel!

you are in my thoughts and prayers girl!

hang in there..

steph