want to cry but i am holding it in

[BlueNicole]

i just want to break down and cry..... bc my husband turns me down all the time..... the main reason is bc he is scared that he will induce my labor..... but what hurt's me the most is how he would either watch porn all the time, and turn me down..... every time he turn's me down i get upset and want to cry, bc it feel's like i am a turn off and not wanted..... then last night he had a dream and was acting it out in his sleep.... and when i told him about it today he told me how he had a dream about a porn star and must of been acting it out in his sleep..... that hurt me even more and made me want to cry.... like one day i was going thru his pictures on his phone and asked him why is there a pic of his u know what on it.... and he told me that it has been on there since when we first got together, when i know it hasn't...... i just don't know any more..... like i know he watches porn everyday when he takes a shower/bath bc he will be in there for 2-3 hours.......

[taianasmum]

I know how you feel it is so annoying. My bf Will always be in the bath room for ever at first I thought he was playing games but now I look at the phone history and see that he was in there watching porn. And then after come on to me it's annoying like you have to watch others have sex in order to get turned on?. He used to be worse though and I would find pics on his phone too and he would talk to other girls on sex chats. I would understand if he was single and lonely but if he has a beautiful willing woman by his side then why would he want to do that. I threatened my bf if I see it on his phone ei will leave because I don't want that influence on my life if I'm not good enough then you don't deserve me. I May have over reacted in others eyes to the problem but it is a problem and can be an addiction. And my bf is a lot better then he used to be.

[BlueNicole]

Yeah same here and k

[Mama7814]

262-221-8318 its my Pinger( texting app) number. Omg it hurts my feelings and makes me cry when he says o she has nice big boobs or a nice a** and he says it all the time knowing it bothers me and hurts me

[BlueNicole]

Same here. And I tell him how it hurts me and i feel like i am losing him slowly and he just igones me and keeps on watching it. And he even tells me how other girls r pretty or has a big *** or big boobs and that hurts me

[Mama7814]

You can text me if u want.. I know how it is when they can't even be in the same room as you when they do it. My fiancee takes an hr long shower that's how I no he's watching porn. I feel like I'm losing him slowly and its like he's paying more attention to other chicks. I'm Samantha btw

[BlueNicole]

What hurts me the must and is making me cry. Is after my husband told me about his dream he had last night about the porn star and he was acting it out in his sleep. I told him that he needs to give it up soon.  And wanna know what he does after he told me that and I said that.looks up porn on his phone and goes and gets in the bath. With it still up on his phone and he took his phone inthere wwith him. And it hurts me bc I can hear the stupid porn video and him jacking his self off

[BlueNicole]

Mamma7814 thank you and I would but I share a Facebook with my husband

[Mama7814]

BlueNicole if you ever wanna talk u can text me or add me on fb. Its nice having other moms or due date buddies to talk to

[BlueNicole]

Ok will do

[BlueNicole]

Yeah same here

[miosa1017]

Keep your head up, remeber now you have a reason why to keep strong for. Take it easy for the baby!

[Mama7814]

Yea it hurts a lot to get turned down or ignored. I feel the same way I just cry when I'm not around him

[BlueNicole]

it just hurt's and it is like it's not my fault my stomach gotten bigger and i don't turn u on any more.. u r the one that got me prego bc u wanted a kid so bad...

[Mama7814]

You're not alone hun