I feel like a bad parent... i cant find a job, im on government help just to feed myself, i am trying to make money anyway i can but i feel like shiz cause i cant buy what my baby needs, i have gotten a few things from other people but i feel like i should be able to pay for what my baby is going to need. Im lookin for online jobs and trying to get my boyfriend to help out and nothing is going right. I just feel like crying