Trust me when I say, if you find a job and then get pregnant, you'll have less stress in your life. Kids cost $ - no way around that. Whether or not you believe in God, everything does happen for a reason. You'll get your baby soon enough. Hang in there, in the meantime focus on you and what makes you happy or bettering yourself. :) good luck
Dont worry, God will send you your baby when he thinks you are ready! He doesnt give you anything if he thinks you are not prepared for it!
Me for example, I suffered from infertility for 6 years!!! There were times i felt like giving up... That this whole baby thing was getting too out of hand cause thats what i thought about day and night... But then i said to myself... If God never gives up on us why should I? Im 6 months 1 week pregnant now, and still walking with the lord by his hand.
I will pray for you friend in hope that God restores your faith because he loves you!!
thank you...will surely try to keep my hopes up..