I'm a soon to be mama of 5. She is due in 17 days. My husband works over 50 hours a week. I had to stop working at 15 weeks cause couldn't stop passing out. I normally work night shift (over night). But i feel so useless. Like I'm not doing my part. My husband is so sweet and i have no idea how i got so lucky to have him. I keep telling him i need to go back to work. But he just says it's not safe for you or the baby. I'm starting to slack on house work cause I'm not getting any sleep. He spoils me beyond belief and our kids. I feel so useless to him, like I'm not doing my part!!! I have a horrible feeling that I'm going to fall into post pardom(sp?) Depression when she gets here. I'm already depressed as we speak.