what to do?

[mymywheng]

Hi..im on my 25weeks now!!having this little one is such ajoyous  feeling...feeling it move and kick around...so active little angel...now im at a stage where i feel lot of emotion...im happy yet im scared...i have a problem with my partner he doesnt seem to care about me or the baby...yet he keeps on telling me he loves as dearly..im all alone actually this is not known to my family...so basically i alone carry this loneliness...no one to talk to...even friends doesbt know about this...what should i do???

[mymywheng]

Im always like this..always crying i usually talk to myself and pretend she is somebody else then tell her every bit of hurtness  i feel. Like now my partner saw me crying instead of calming me..he got angry and told me what drama again im playing and went out.

[mymywheng]

If only its as easy...i even usually dream of a scenario where in im talking with my mom.and trying to tell her..but i dont really have the guts...my partner is 21 a christian and im 23 a muslim..its more complicated due to our laws amd beliefs..u know presently.im living with my partner and his mom knpws my situation along with some of his relatives but no one of them offered symphaty or even just say hpw is your pregnancy..or u shud be having doctors visit and the likes..nobody ever showed anything to me.i never also rely pb them once i went to hospital but its all at my cost my first ever scan was also on my expense..what hirts me most is like im nothing or i dont exist..im 25w now but though i dontean i want some but u know  even single maternity dress nobody offered me..even my partner

[baby2_on_the_way]

Don't let anyone make you feel like you should be ashamed of your baby, I would tell family and friends and although they might take the news a little hard it will be ok in the end dear, and like the other girl said we are here for you, and this site makes me feel like i'm surrounded by other caring mommies at all times

[mymywheng]

Hi...uhmm well its all about me having this baby..no one on my family knows about this. I live far from my mom and family too. I cant tell them coz of firstly religion practices...my partner practices diff rel. Secondly my mom  is sick i cant afford to tell her that i have failed her..anyway im from philippines  with this current situation plus a partner who doesnt care.his family knows about this and allowed us to live together but only that..they dont even ask me how im doing..its really hard for me to live evryday like this i even didnt tell a single friend about this.

[thirdtimemum]

What exactly don't your friends and family know about? The loneliness you are feeling? It might really help you to open up and talk to somebody and let them know how you are feeling. Its not good to be so depressed and feeling this way while pregnant. And you always have us here too :)