This is not the Dr's forum, that one you have to pay for. This is the free forum where regular people (there are some nurses) answer questions for free.
It doesn't sound like an STD maybe just dermatitis or an allergic reaction to soap or cream or something like that. If all your STD tests came back negative, you really have nothing to worry about. Just try to relax about it all.
Yeah, I have been trying to relax. But I keep hearing about how some STDs can't be detected and can just show up at any time. That is what scares me. Every doctor I have seen says that its not an STD. I was fine for an entire month after going through all the tests. Then I started thinking about it again. And I started to notice some stuff and now I'm going through this all over again. I'm sure guilt plays a major role, as well as fear.
I think you are feeling guilty and that's causing you some anxiety about it all. This is off track here but maybe you and your gf need to talk about a few things because if the relationship was good, you wouldn't have slept with another woman. I'm not judging you at all, and it's up to you of course, but maybe this relationship isn't right for you anyway. Then again, it all could have been a superficial fling and mean nothing anyway.
The STD's you are referring to that show up later are HPV and herpes. There is no test for hpv in men. I don't know how old you are or how many lovers you've had, but most likely you've already been exposed to one of the hpv strains anyway. It's very common. What you have now doesn't sound like warts anyway. There is a test for herpes but I think you have to wait 3 months from the exposure. Again, what you are experiencing doesn't sound like herpes either.
yeah...what i did was so stupid because i am so in love with my girlfriend. basically i got really drunk and made a huge mistake that i will never make ever gain in my entire life. if anything, i've learned a very valuable lesson from this. i would give anything to go back and change what i did. i talked to the girl that i had the fling with and told her that it was a huge mistake, and she was in agreeance, and i informed her that i had a girlfriend that i am deeply in love with and she understood. i have known this girl since high school, so she knows me pretty well and was cool with it all.
yeah...herpes is what i was really worried about. i mean, i have only been with about 6 girls in my entire life and everyone one of them i have had a relationship. so this was my first "one time" thing. and how stupid it was to go unprotected. even though i know it is a lousy excuse, i was really drunk and not thinking straight. everyone knows how that goes. the guilt i have had has eating me up inside and i have been so worried that i might have caught something from her. i mean, i've probably had this irritation before and it never bothered me because i have been with the same girl for song long and never cheated or anything. but man, its bothering me so bad. its like everytime i look down there i am finding something different and then getting on the internet and looking it up. it's driving me insane.
my only symptoms have been the rash in between my legs, and now what appears to be an irritated opening of my penis with some redness. But it doesn't hurt, its just like, ITS ALWAYS ON MY MIND...
Funny though, it was like this about 1 month ago and as soon as i got that herpes swab test negative, i felt nothing. I starting thinking last week about what i had done again...the actually act of cheating, and that is what i started having problems again. man...this sucks.
hey, don't be so hard on yourself. Lots of people make this mistake. I've done what you've done and I don't have herpes. The girl you fooled around with sounds like a nice person, pretty understanding so at least you didn't pick some kind of wacko that's stalking you or something!!!! Think of all the good that has come out of this experience (I think it's a lot). You're going to be ok sweetie, the guilt is normal but you really need to forgive yourself b/c if you don't, you're going to end up in nuthouse. Why don't you make a promise to yourself that it will never happen again, and stick to it. Maybe take your girlfriend out to a nice dinner or something and tell her how much you love her, give her a card or something. Just a thought <3
Yeah, I already took her and her parents out to the most expensive restaurant in town. And I took her shopping and basically let her go wild. She actually was probably starting to get suspicious of all that.
I did make a promise to myself and God that it would never happen again. I'm just one of those people who expects to get the worst out of every situation, no matter what. The honest truth is, I'm more concerned that I may have given my girlfriend something, if I had something I could handle it. But I would be devasted if I gave her something as well.
I just feel like I am too old to have much such a foolish mistake, this is something that happens when you're young and wreckless, and yet I let it happen to me now. So stupid!
Thanks so much for you comments and wonderful feedback, you are making me feel much better about the situation.
Hey, nobody is too old or too young to make a mistake. Even education and economic advantages don't matter. Watch the news sometime, and see how many people in ther 50's and 60's have indiscretions. I think the biggest myth there is thinking that because we are at a certain age, we are somehow going to be perfect but nobody is perfect. Ever. Maybe this made you see how much you loved your girlfriend plus you learned a little bit about health. I know you don't want to be responsible for giving your gf an STD, but to be quite frank, I would be surprized if you did from this one encounter!
I do think that drinking can play a part in a lot of mistakes so realize this and try to keep your drinking to people that you trust and know won't take advantage of you (not that your friend did or anything but you get my drift.) Drinking can cloud our judgement, and often does.
God's forgiven you already, now go ahead and forgive yourself. Really, you've beaten yourself up enough. <3
Mayflowers, thanks so much for all your comments. I feel much better now, especially after hearing back from the Doc as well. It seems that I just need to relax and forget about it.
It is amazing what guilt can make the mind do to the body. I'm never doing anything bad ever again!!