I don't know when it started but it sure wasn't like this when I was a kid. When I some stand up to pee my pee comes out like a splash, it has one stream going right into the toilet, while a spray coming out at the same time, and this sprays towards my thighs, floor, toilet seat cover. By the end of it, no matter how much I try to aim for the toilet, at the end its a big mess. The floors are covered in urine that was splashing from the top of my urethra. Also it feels really weird, something is off. I think I have an infection or something. I had unprotected oral about 10 months from a female I knew nothing about. Why oh why did I do it... It must be her that is making this happen to me... is it? What do I have? I can't even pee in the urinals because my **** will splash and people might notice and see the mess :(
I also have little whitish bumbs under my penile shaft. Are these normal? They show more as bumbs when I stretch the skin or have an erection.
What else? my life is pretty damaged I need your guys help seriously if you can help me get through this I would appreciate it so much. When I'm in public and think about the fact I could have an std, and how I can't even pee properly I start to get nervous and sweat and I just feel like a mess. I'm not myself and I've been like this for many months now.
My bladder feels full in the mornings, and when I wake up to pee it stings not the type of sting which makes me go ouch but I can notice it. However this only occurs in the morning, and afterward's my pee is ok. However it always has small bubbles in it. I don't know what I have!! but something sure feels off.
Lastly the tip of my penis, had a red puffy side a couple months back and I could see a very tiny red spot, however that's gone now.
Confused, maybe its all anxiety maybe it sure as hell is something.