Really bad night, Now I am scared.

[antlin70]

I such bad night. The stomach spells were many, painful, along w/ chills and pain in my legs.
This morning i had a headache my legs have been killing me, espec. my right one.
and it was wierd but i have been having trouble w/ writing today. not the act of it, but leaving out alotof leters and duplicating words or phrases side by side. i don't know if this this is normaol.

i'm so scared,espec. w/ the stomach thing. ie feel like they haven't did every test for example the CA-125 blood test (for ovarian cancer). i am so scared that they are going to wait until i am down to much of nothing and thing say " oh we are just now finding cancer or something like that". then it will be to late. because no one would listen to me.

[sweetwoman23]

Hello you

I know what you are maybe thinking,I also was very afraid some time ago,not of cancer but of organ failure or something like that.

I had also strange stomach cramps and a burning in gallbladder for more than half a day more than a week ago.together with aggression and decreased urination.

The next day I had a bad headache with frequent urination and then felt better in the evening.

Maybe I have eaten or been in contact with something not so good.

I don`t think that they will find cancer in your case but I will pray for you that it has been something harmless.

yours sweetie :)

[ynevar]

How is today going for you??

Hope to hear from you soon,

-Y

[theasian]

i can fully sympathise with the writing, it's horrible. the worst is when others pick it up and ask if you're ok. i know they mean well but sometimes i'd love to say to them obviously things aren't ok that's why i'm struggling. when that is added to everything else it makes things 10 times worse because then you get all these ideas running through your head and that's when you get that worry that you feel down in your gut. i wanna say that you should just find your happy place even if it's just for a few minutes but alot easier said than done. just know that you are not alone, you always have the support of friends and family and if you don't have that there's always your virtual family here.
hope that you're feeling a bit better.
take care

[illinwithoutacause]

i hope today has been a better day for you.  goodness knows, i am so sorry to hear how much you are suffering and struggling with all of this.  it's just wrong on so many levels.

my thoughts & prayers are with you.
binx

[ynevar]

I am so sorry you are so scared and feeling awful.

I know I have had the same worry, when you feel like something awful is going on yet no one seems to realize how awful it is you feel.  I get a sense of dread and it is similar.  I am worried about everything it seems.

Hope you feel better.  I don't know about you, but I remember that you are never given more than you can handle and that even when it feels like you aren't, you are stronger than you think.  I remember hearing this "When one door closes, another opens, but it sure feels like hell in the hallway."  I think we are in the hallway... It's okay, you are not alone.

-Y