Hello,
I am a married woman of 38 years married to a man my age. Recently I've discovered myself getting terribly turned on by dominant behavior in the bedroom, being bound, held, spanked all turns me on tremendously, since then I tried to make my husband aware of those fantasies.
We attended a BDSM workshop together, and we ended up buying a few things such as a paddle, some restraints and a blindfold in the hope of using them soon. Well, ever since he has only used the paddle once, despite me telling him how much I do love it and that I wish nothing more than for him to use it.
Our sex life is basically a long list of quickies, he also finishes immediately apologizes for it and says that he would really like to dominate me in the bedroom, yet he never acts upon it, I simply can't understand why?
He knows I simply love that, we have the tools and as he says, he would love to dominate me, yet when it's time to act upon it, he just sticks to his old fashioned ways that for me at this point are a bit boring.
Why would he, despite stating that he would like to dominate me, and me giving all the encouraging I possibly can not act upon it?