Never any vaginal sex?
If so, why not?
Was sex always like this with him? That is to say, only the way he wants it.
15 years is a long time to tolerate something that you "hate" and brings you
"no pleasure."
Anal sex is a very dominating type of sex, giving him control- so you have to take some control back.Is it worth crying over everytime you have sex? You deserve to be pleased too- and if you are really not comfortable with anal sex, then do not let him do it,PERIOD. Have some respect for yourself,girl.
if you both are not having fun, its not right. anal hurts you and really doesn't do much for him. He just gets to feel superior over you. or maybe he has some gay issues to deal with