Please get your biology straightened out before you give any suggestions to anyone else in this area.
DO NOT USE THE PENCIL AGAIN! That is very dangerous and could cause some internal bleeding. Technically you are considered a virgin until a penis has actually entered your vagina. You are just fine, maturbating is normal. And as long as you know you are still a virgin when you marry you will be fine and dont feel gulity maturbating it is very normal, just please don't use a pencil thats dangerous.
das2- what do you mean it has its own hole to urinate? the statement is a little confusing
Hi I realy wanna to tell you that dont worry the verginity by it self has its own hole that allow urine to come out so the pencils u use can be go through there with out any pain , blood and taking your verginity so enjoy masterbating freely!!
you more likely didnt loose your virginity. if no blood or pain was involved your fine. a lot of women loose their hemin before they even have sex. you loose your virginity when you have sex for the first time you should look at it that way. good luck.
no this not a serious issue if no bleed and pain was there during insertion of pencil. if u can tel me the detail that hoe u did this i will then tell u more details. contact on ***@****