I think a councelor like everyone else takes a while to earn trust. I don't think it can be fixed quickly but over time. I don't think anyone likes to tell anyone their deepest secrets but I like that they can't tell (the HIPPA thing). I hope you can find someone to connect with so that you can do all the wonderful things in life you are meant to do. Wishing you a great day! One day at a time, one step at a time, K? ((hugs))
Thank both of you.
Yes that is me, but I still see myself as fat and ugly and not what any guy would want.
I want to talk to someone, but I think if I see a counselor and talk to them, they know what I look like and if they see me somewhere in their minds they know all about me, and if i talk to somone over the phone they can hear me crying and upset. I know this sounds rediculous but thats what I feel.
Thanks to everyone x
I read your story and it made me cry, you've been through so much and it's still happening. I know alot of people say "Aw, it's alright, you'll get through it," but it isn't necessarily true unless you want it to be and are prepared to make it happen. Depression is extremely hard to deal with, but if you try your absolute best to stay positive, you'll be positive about things eventually. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
Nathan
Is that your picture? If it is then the person I see is beautiful! Everyone is different. Thank gosh for that! I am so glad there are many different people in this world because if everyone looked and acted the same it would be such a boring place to be and we wouldn't have all the talent and ideas that make this world a great place. You are going to have to find a way to love yourself. If that means looking in the mirror every single day and saying all the GOOD things about yourself then do it. I think you need to talk to someone that you can trust and that can help you. Your parents seem to worry but are confused on what to do or how to help. Sometimes it is nice to have someone (like a counselor. etc...) to listen and guide you that doesn't know you at all and can't tell anyone what you talk about. Would your parents be ok with this?
I definatly am not beautiful. But thank you. I know he would never want to see me upset and thats why I hate myself more then anything. Because everytime im upset or sad I cry and I don't like crying because my parents and family get upset and I dont like seeing them upset expessially over me. But if I tell them not to worry because I don't want them to have the stress of me aswel they get angry because I dont tell them whats wrong so they cant help me. I dont know what to do.. I feel like I can't do anthing right. I am a failure
You are a beautiful girl! Your grandfather would never want to see you sad. He would want to see all the wonderful things you are going to do in your life. Your grandma too! You probably mean the world to her and she wants you to have the best life ever! A boyfriend will never, ever make you who you are. The only thing you can rely on is YOU. You need to take all your talent and be who you want to be. It doesn't matter if you are good enough to others only matters if you are good enough to YOU! This is your time to shine and make the world a wonderful place. Be proud of yourself and this is all that matters!
I don't feel like I am good enough.. for anyone.
I understand you.First thing you need to know is that none of the things that happend are your fault.Sometimes bad things happen you need to turn to something that makes you happy.Do not give up.I have depression too and it is hard but you just have to keep telling yourself that things will get beter thay have too after all the things you gone through.Best of luck.