I don't really know why I want to die... I just do. I don't feel like I have any reason t live. Don't get me wrong, I have a good life, am blessed with so many things.. but that doesn't mean my life Is perfect...
Bad things- well I have anxiety, not to the panic attack stage, but I am sick of it. And as you know anxiety is not just that nervous feeling in your stomach but it also controls your mind, and makes you very tense sometimes. I have trouble with school (its a long story), and I am being controlled by my mind.
I cant do it much longer...