Extremely suicidal

[kerryberry17]

A little while ago, a friend of mine posted some stuff about me. She was telling you guys how I stapled my arm and did other is stuff to myself. I do that stuff because I don't want to live and i dont care about myself. I know that i am only 17 and have a whole life ahead of me, but due to things that have occured in the past, i guess i can say that i am afraid of the future and what might happen then. So, i am going to go ahead and do what i have been trying to do which is kill myself, and i don't want people to get in the way. I want to die, and i am a horrible person who doesn't diserve life. My friend showed me how to get on here and make my own account, so i did.  I am sorry for all of this, really I am. But some times there is no point to go on.

[darkpoetkid]

You need to find what makes you happy in life. When you do cherish it forever. You deserve to be happy but still be grateful for everything.

[Judy246]

Also, please have patience with yourself. You are at a very difficult, transitional age that is difficult, but I promise you there is a way out of your situation...one day at a time ok.

[Judy246]

Sweetie....you are a precious person and no matter how bad life is, there is always a way out if you would just take a moment to appreciate who you are. Don't worry who said what about you. You should not care who thinks what of you if you know that you are a good person inside and anyone who make a negative comment of you is not a friend at all.  When someone want to die is first of all a cry for help.  You feel like your in this dark tunnel that you can't get out of and you don't know how, the best thing God made was one day after another. Suicide is never the way out. People who attempt suicide do not have the coping skills to what in reality is a temporary situation and this too shall pass. The past is the past, put it behind you or if you need help to talk through your pass, please have the courage and I know you can do this to talk to someone on what is in your heart and mind. You don't have to live tormented by the past and have self destructive behavior. In other words, this is fixable if you give yourself a chance.  It's important that you surround yourself with good people, good friends, talk with your mom who love's you u.nconditionally and would give her very life for you. Give her a chance and tell her you have problems that are beyond what  you can handle and need help. Please ask for help. You are important and  your feelings and opinions are important too.
Hang in there and it's going to be ok, if you give yourself a chance to start over and not live in the past. The past is the past and there is a beautiful future for you, if you would only give yourself a chance to live life to it's fullness.  I attempted suicide at 17 and I will NEVER try against my life again. I was 2 weeks in the intensive care fighting for my life and I offended God by breaking His commandement "Thout Shalt Not Kill"...that includes the self.  Please let me know how you are doing and I do care...Judy