I've cut for a while now, I know I don't want to die. But it's my only way out. My dad yells and abuses me mom, and the cops already know, and he's already been to jail. I'm 13, and he yells at me, makes me cry, telling me I'm worthless. I do try! I'm in National Junior Honor Society, advanced classes, A's and B's, Cross Country, Tennis, and Swimming. I always do my best, but he always yells, and I'm afraid I'll be the one who gets slapped or hit next, like my mom. I have a 10 year old brother, and he is dealing with anger issues, and he knows what's going on. He see's that my dad sells my moms pain pills (She has a hurt neck, dad threw her on a table!) and I don't really have much else to say. Just that I keep cutting and cutting, and I want to stop.
But how? Please, help </3