Well, I've always had a few medical problems in the back of my mind. And well, I never really wanted to bring them up too much. But this past year has been hell for me. I have bouts of dizziness, daily migraines, a random pain that comes from in between my ribs, my ears hurt, and sometimes, I start to break down to a point where certain noises bother me. Like a repeated popping of gum or tapping of a foot. It's not me just getting annoyed, it's to a point where I've lost total control over myself and actually had to hit something. My poor boyfriend has seen this happen a couple of times. I never, ever mean to do anything like that. If anything, I'm one of the most easy going people around. It feels like something is making me want to rip my hair out and smash my face. Of course with my age, I attend school. Well that has turned into a nightmare with these occurances. I also have neck and jaw pain along with a new ear pain and a constant dry throat.
Now, I have been to a cardiologist for my heart. I did previously have a hole in it. That is healed up and they say there's nothing wrong with my heart. Alright. I'll take that. Except when I told her that my heart raced when I ate bread. What'd she do? Laugh. Not even care at all. You could at least just be kind and say that has nothing to do with it. But no, laugh at me. Beat the lame horse. We left with only knowing that my blood pressure is low, possibly hypertension.
I've gone to a neurologist. I've had MRIs with and without tracers. Twice without. Nothing was found but a liquid they deemed only a mild worry. Second time around, they spoke nothing of it. First time I came out with a relaxant to take before sleep and pills for my dizziness. In turn, those medications canceled eachother out, and I became more dizzy. So I stopped those immediately. Now they've tested me for a few things, and since there's no conclusion in sight, they just landed me on atypical migraines.
Now another thing, they've told me I could be the athlete that could randomly drop over dead. Mind you, I am highly athletic, hardly ever tiring. I feel at my best when the blood is actually pumping through my body because of endless hours of sports. They're also told me I may have an aneurism . How they say might fifty million times, worries me. They seem to want to do nothing but give me possibilities, and not help me out.
I am now here with two migraine medications. They are only for when they happen, not preventions. Now I don't really want to take them until I am sure. I don't have one function in my liver, so I'd like to keep as healthy as I can. But my head hurts so horridly. I get asked if there are any tell-tale signs. No, there are not. I'll feel a little ***** in the back of my head, and then it will be there full blown. The diziness comes when I get up. That may as well be from having low blood pressure, but there's not really much I can do for that.
Now I take vitamins daily and drink as much as I can. Seeing as school does not let me do that, it's hard. I just want to know if there's anyone else out there that can give me any ideas to look into. Especially with the way I fly off the rocker so easily, I need some help. I've gotten thoughts of putting a bullet through my skull because of the pain. And trust me when I say I do not want that. I have an amazing person to live my days with, why lose it all to pain?