Is there ant treatment or help that your doctor can help with?
I'm really keen on this girl my life is becoming um livable
My mum hates me and I'd never tell my dad
What about your family.Can they help?
This has been helpful but dose not help the problem
Make some new friends because the ones you have don't sound very nice.You are special as an individual so don't do anything silly,your life is precious.When the chipps were down for me I would always say to myself,It will pass,It will get better and It does.All the best.
You shouldn't think that way..you need to love yourself more..sex is not nothing to rush about..and if you havent had a realationship..maybe that wasn't the person for you...if your friends think your gay..I will tell them just like this "If my life is so important for you to think about me every day in that way..then I dont want to be in your freaky dreams or do anything witth you in this life I'm stright!!!" and if they continue say dam I'm that fine...you want a piece? you cant have none only your sister...they will stop...and say it loud so everybody will look..do be down..you thing negative you will get negative..you stay positive you will get positive results...keep smiling no one can invade that..they will just want to laugh with you too!!! And dont kill yourself this is just a stone you tripper on and you will recover...
I am sorry you are going this. Can you talk to your doctor about this. There might be treatments which could help. My thoughts are with you and i hope you find some help. And i would suggest seeing a therapist and maybe your doctor about dealing with your thoughts of "killing yourself". I personality no myself how hard life can be so at times but with hope and help you can get through it. Wow that sounds corny but it true.
Best of luck