Hi, I am and 18 year old male and I have really bad insomnia. I was born with first degree hypospadias,I was on SSRI antidepressants for a few years. I went to a urologist about not being able to ejaculate a few years back, he asked a few questions, looked, and poked. Basically said it was psychological. I have only orgasmed once while having intercourse, and it was normal for a few seconds then I noticed that it was yellow, and this might be a little graphic but she said it tasted acidic.... like urine, this was when I was 17 within about a month of having that orgasm, I had severe back pain, pain weile urinating. I had TWO std screens within a week, no blood in urine, they even checked around my penis with a swab too. There was no infection nor blood, but yet my urine was very cloudy and or almost brown urine, I even urinated in a bottle and took it to them because it was so unbelievable to me. So I went to another urologist this time they said I had a stricture, and I got dilated... he said he did not cut me but now I have a few hairs coming out of the tip of my penis, and a NEW scar. just cosmetical But I'm having severe back pain again im spraying everywhere when I urinate, (not sure how to say this) when i put it in my pants I seem to leak about a teaspon full of urine .... worse than before my procedure! Should I go back to him again to have it corrected or go to the doctor who fixed my hypospadias the first time? I have two weeks until I can see either one of them are there any home remedies or anything that could possibly help until then? Can you recommend them to check for anything? Also, he mentioned a flimsy urethra is this fixable or am I gonna have it for the rest of my life? If so what precautions should I start taking?
I am currently taking Chloral Hydrate 500mg, Ativan 2 mg, Lunesta 3mg. I know these do/can mess with CNS but could they do anything to my kidneys or bladder etc?
Sorry so many questions, I was quite embarrassed.