But I can't feel anything out of penetration all I feel is a penis going inside me lol. Like girls say penetration feels good , I don't feel really nothing at all? I don't get it :(
Something like 85% of women are unable to have an orgasm by penetration alone and require clitoral stimulation. It's unfortunate but it doesn't mean you can't have fun. If you're with a man who is worthy, he will be thoughtful and understanding and will want to work with you to figure out how to make things more pleasurable. It requires open communication and some patience to try out new things to find what works for you.
Also , I am 18 turning 19.
Yes I do . I just don't feel anything pleasurable during penetration . And like I said I've been having sex for 4 years lol yes I lost my virginity at 15 I've only been with 3 people
Do you get aroused when you are doing things to yourself? If not, you might want to talk to a therapist. Having had "quite a few partners" before your fiance and being with your fiance for three years when you are now only 18 computes to having had quite a few partners before you were 15, and that is kind of early. There might well be a psychological issue.