Hi all!
I have a question that I can't seem to find the answer to. I'm twenty years old, and have been very aware of my body and what "feels good" from a VERY young age. However, I think I might have desensitized (if that's possible) myself.
I can NOT reach an orgasm in a reasonable amount of time without the use of a toy. I'm aware of what an orgasm is and I know when I'm having one. I've read multiple books, articles, etc, that tell you to relax, change your thoughts, technique, pace, etc. It takes me nearly an HOUR to orgasm if I'm not using any toys - so an orgasm during sex is basically impossible (we really have tried everything), it has never happened for me.
At first it didn't bother me and I brushed it off. But as I'm getting older, it's starting to bother me. I'm almost feeling jealous that I can't have an orgasm during sex, or without getting desperate or bored because it takes so long.
My boyfriend and I tried going to a sex-shop. I purchased a battery operated toy, and even that didn't work. The only thing I can find that works in a reasonable amount of time has to be plugged into a wall - batteries just don't produce enough power.
I have tried everything. I'm beginning to think that I started masturbating at an age too young, when my body was still developing, and I've somehow messed myself up. I discovered the shower head when I was 6 or 7 and used it nightly. I understand that children discover that part of themselves very young, but I don't know if going to the extremes that I did is normal or would have had any negative effect in the long run.
Is it possible that I've "desensitized" myself? I never think to ask my doctor when I go in for annual physicals, I always thought of it as a mental issue, but now I'm considering that it might possibly be something physical?
Thanks!