I don't think our examples are exactly the same, but I can relate to your mom. We are only human, bound to make mistakes. I am not perfect by a long shot, but I love my kid(my son) so much and I try to make him happy, but I guess in a way that I was and am too good to him.
I am sorry I didn't get ur name,and I wanted to at least address u by something. Well, I am afraid to go back and lose what I wrote so please forgive me for that. Anyway, it just seems more personable.
@ my son, he is 17 and was abused(sexually) by his stepmother. He told my husband and then told me and his grandpa and grandma. He was only 6 or close to seven when all of this happened. What is a mother to do but call the DHS and claim what her child had told her. There is a better way and now after going thru it, I see. I should have called a police officer to the house to investigate and would have had his word instead of mine. It just looked like I was being a vindictive parent striking back at my ex, but in no way would I ever have went back to him after what he done to me. He raped me and I left him that night. It is sad, but true. I wasn't being with him and that made him angry, but I couldn't help it..he appalled me by the way he was. He was already mad @ everytime that we'd split up that I would go out. I was young and had only dated him before we married. I never went steady with anyone or had more than one date with any other guy. My ex had a hold over me and I didn't see it,but my dad did. He even tried to run him off once and told me if I wanted to keep him away he would have. If it hadn't have happened with us marrying, I wouldn't have had my son, so I can't say that. In the first place,I was so young and such an innocent young girl that I even let my innocence get taken by him.He started working with me when I was only 16 and barely that. I should have told my mom and dad, but I was scared and liked it too. It is hard being a young person these days I bet.
Anyway, I stayed with the man for 8 yrs. of my life and the night we got married I went into our bathroom and cried and asked the Lord "what have I done?" I wasn't happy from the beginning, but tried to make it work since my grandma had told me tha since we had been together that really in God's eyes we were married. I want you to know that I am not trying to be out of the way bc I am a Christian and am just explaining my situation so you can tell me if I done wrong by my son..okay.
The night I left him, he wouldn't let it go and kept coming by the house or calling and I would refuse. My mom said that I should go back with him bc of God, but I told her that I'd rather live alone than to be with him.
Now, after some time passed and he moved...finally. I felt like our life we be great together, just my son and I ..just us "against the world." I took the agreement to where he'd only pay me $75.00 a wk. in CS, in which should have been a lot more, but I didn't care bc I had a good job and took care of us. We were so happy. We'd go fishing together and watch movies..laugh and had a good life. We always would talk together and just loved having each other. When his dad would come to pick him up and I will say that he made him wait a time or two and that hurt me to see him wait. At first, when he'd come and pick him up my son would run and hide so he wouldn't have to go. I have seen him cry and beg me not to make him go and that hurt me soooo much. I knew he needed to know his dad and spend time with him so I would get strong.
In the meantime, I remember the words my ex had told me and didn't really think that he'd do anything to hurt his own son. I had been threatened by him so I felt he would hurt me and yes I was scared of him. He told me that he had three things on his agenda that he was going to take care of: One, he was going to get himself a wife, two, he was going to get his son and three, he was going to make it where I didn't have any friends or anything to eat for that matter. He could be ruthless. He was always a posessive and phyisically abusive person,that would even watch me with Binoculars in School. He worked up the hill from it so he could see the class walking up the hill. Yes, I felt threatened by him. I feel that is what happened to my son too. My son told me on several occasions, when he was on visitation that he felt that they were the devil themselves. He would tell me that his dad would treat him like a drill sargeant( or however u spell it).
He has told me several things that just ain't right. One time he told me that she(the stepmother) took him and left him abanoned in a field and just drove off and left him bc he lied. I remember the times that he and his friends would laugh when they would think of things for him to do to them(mostly to her)when he have to go back.
I didn't tell you that after he told me he was abused and they came in and investigated and found it to be true. I found it to strange that it came back untrue on their side. I found out later that she was investigated by one of her School friends that was in that field. She also has an uncle that is a judge..county.The bad part is that after she was cleared from the Central registry,they filed for custody and not finding me to be unfit or unstable took my son and put him in an abusive home and that has made him bitter and aggressive. He also told me that his dad was telling him a story of me every wk. and he told me that his dad called me a 'W****'..how could he do this to his own son and turn him against his own mom..We haven't talked and he won't..he called me an idiot the last time I called. I can't even talk to him and he has turned him against me and I don't know what to do. It isn't fair to me who loves him so much and just wants him to be happy. I love him so much and he has a brother that he has just abandoned here too and he doesn't understand. I don't want him to hurt him too.Well, I don't think it is going to let me write anymore...the weather is bad and my comp. shuts down. U take care and always remember UR MOM will always love you no matter what..unconditionally...I do my son...U take care and always...GOD BLESS...
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